T minus 2 days, 14 hours, ~22 minutes

packing and sorting things into what i take and what i leave behind hasn't really started yet, but don't worry, it'll get there, i do leave on friday afternoon, i do actually have a physical deadline that wouldn't be good to miss

the question is, am i ready, have i made myself ready, has God made me ready

how does God prepare you for a trip like this, how do i open myself to God preparing me for a trip like this, all you can do is step back and let God work his magic, when God's involved it's best to let him do the job right

i know nothing of God's ultimate will
where he leads, i will follow

though the time draws near, i continue to pray that:
God will grant those at home peace of mind
God will grant me calm in ignorance
God will grant me peace in change
God will grant me patience for my own self
God will walk with me in everything i fumble